The door to anorexia is never closed, but you can learn to take other doors EACH and EVERY time anorexia knocks. I'm finding other doors.
I still struggle with purging, but restricting is minimized and overexercising is a joke right now (I haven't exercised in a LONG time...unless you count 10 hour shifts where you're standing and doing moderate work)...I do need to exercise, but for health, not weight loss. I find it hard to focus on that and I find exercise, particularly running, extremely addictive and I don't want to spiral down.
I'm in a pretty good spot. We'll see where March takes me.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Happy New Year
New year, new changes.
It's COLD. K, that's not new.
everyone moved out of the house I had an apartment in and it's not the safest area either...that plus gas prices increasing to $ 0.bankruptcy/gallon means I'm moving closer to work...and closer to the beach-yay! It'll take me about 30 mins longer to travel home to my parents' house, but it'll be worth it. plus...i'm getting a roommate. HOLY HELL.
I am so tired of throwing up all the time...this will either be a blessing (getting better0 or a blessing disguised as a curse (being caught and confronted or hating not having privacy and yet due to that, not engaging in ED behaviors).
Cross yo' fingers!
It's COLD. K, that's not new.
everyone moved out of the house I had an apartment in and it's not the safest area either...that plus gas prices increasing to $ 0.bankruptcy/gallon means I'm moving closer to work...and closer to the beach-yay! It'll take me about 30 mins longer to travel home to my parents' house, but it'll be worth it. plus...i'm getting a roommate. HOLY HELL.
I am so tired of throwing up all the time...this will either be a blessing (getting better0 or a blessing disguised as a curse (being caught and confronted or hating not having privacy and yet due to that, not engaging in ED behaviors).
Cross yo' fingers!
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